i wish i could keep it up keep on writing drivel about love it's the epitome of music today teenage boys and girls rock out on heart strings and i want it so bad but there's a million other people who relate to that so i'll keep trying not to be like them is there another way another way that i can make it should i blend in stand out or try to fake it should i make like all the others my sisters and my brothers clock in nine to five and come home to my mother oh no i got all these words and i got all these riffs but time goes on and on and now they're meaningless i should have let them free the day they were born cause they don't have a chance anymore and i want it so bad but there's a million other people who relate to that so i'll keep trying not to be like them is there another way another way that i can make it should i blend in stand out or try to fake it should i make like all the others my sisters and my brothers clock in nine to five and come home to my mother oh no

i haven't felt emotions since the seventh grade high school made me an intj i'm drained of energy when i walk through the door i know just what i want, and what i want is more i was never popular because i knew what i wanted intimidating but anxious there goes the lonely, angry kid i haven't felt emotions since the seventh grade high school made me an intj i'm drained of energy when i walk through the door i know just what i want, and what i want is more you don't listen to me i just want to be taken seriously i don't know if i tell lies about my feelings in therapy i haven't felt emotions since the seventh grade high school made me an intj i'm drained of energy when i walk through the door i know just what i want, and what i want is more i can’t be bothered to concern myself with feelings of others feelings of myself i haven't felt emotions since the seventh grade high school made me an intj i'm drained of energy when i walk through the door i know just what i want, and what i want is more i haven't felt emotions since the seventh grade high school made me an intj i'm drained of energy when i walk through the door i know just what i want, and what i want is more

she was a magnet for the weirdos and the freaks he fit the definition down to a t it was dangerous to be in their vicinity she didn't notice he was following her home she didn't realize that when he broke her window he had a hunger he was a fearmonger there's a strange man outside and i don't know where to hide i know i'm scared of him, but shouldn't he be too? we’re all animals in the end we rip the meat from the tendons she never knew she could do what he did until she knew that her life depended on it called her special friend, and she told her "come and save me" he threw a brick through her window and then she asked who she was the seventh was all she heard there was a bang, she was saved by the bell he would find out if there was a special place in hell for animals for cannibals there's a strange man outside and i don't know where to hide i know i'm scared of him, but shouldn't he be too? we’re all animals in the end we rip the meat from the tendons she never knew she could do what he did until she knew that her life depended on it pictures of corpses and bags full of bones perfumes and poodles and fancy colognes flowers and feeding and biting and eating that's how she knew she could do what he did we’re all animals in the end we rip the meat from the tendons she never knew she could do what he did until she knew that her life depended on it we’re all animals in the end we rip the meat from the tendons she never knew she could do what he did until she knew that her life depended on it

come and take a walk with me we can hunt for bodies be careful not to step into the fairy rings when the ground is soft enough we can dig our findings up skin and bone, no meat too tough bring me to the edge of the forest let me run free to my horror sniff it out to be the best i can't feel anything for her and so you tell me i did a great job but i know it's all wrong, wrong, wrong i'm desensitized and i'm drifting along bring me to the edge of the forest let me run free to my horror sniff it out to be the best i can't feel anything for her

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i don't want to be somebody's but i want someone to be mine i'm bored with all the same old songs bored with this life feel like everything's been changing for fifteen straight years i hope that when it slows down it's not where i feared how could you possibly know? i'm just a kid and i can't stand to hear you cry not because i care about you, i don't have room in my life i'm living on autopilot, my heart is empty at least i know my emotions won't get the best of me i don't want to make you sorry i feel weak when i am pitied i just want to tell my truth i don't need you to understand me how could you possibly know? i'm just a kid and i can't stand to hear you cry not because i care about you, i don't have room in my life i'm living on autopilot, my heart is empty at least i know my emotions won't get the best of me how could you possibly know? how could you possibly know? how could you possibly know? how could you possibly know? i'm just a kid and i can't stand to hear you cry not because i care about you, i don't have room in my life i'm living on autopilot, my heart is empty at least i know my emotions won't get the best of me

you’ve got a lot of explaining to do in my dream you told me “i love you” but then i woke up and you treated me the same stop trying to manipulate my brain you can’t gaslight a broken lamp so shut up, cause i know life’s got me in a clamp you told me that my eyes were blue but i know they’re grey and now i don’t trust you i can’t believe i thought you’d ever love me you barely want to be my friend, it seems well that’s okay cause i can’t feel anything tell me you don’t love me so i stop wishing i used to think about you when i sang about love now there’s a black hole and it’s not your fault this one was about wanting more but this song is not about you anymore

sometimes it’s hard for me to follow but that doesn’t mean i don’t know what it means when you look at me i know you wish we never met you’re probably with your girlfriend which is why you’re not talking to me and i can’t even be angry because you never said you cared about me no, you never said you cared about me now i’m between my heart and a hard place i could leave and stop falling into disgrace but i really don’t wanna be without you i know it’s cliche, but i swear that it’s true you’re probably with your girlfriend which is why you’re not talking to me (talk to me) and i can’t even be angry because you never said you cared about me i know that look on your face when you stare right through my soul (through my soul) i know you can tell i’m faking it i know that you can tell that i am numb i miss being able to let it go but i’m past the point where that’s the goal i miss having all my friends with me but i’m past the point where people like my company i miss not thinking so much but i’m past the point where i can choose to hush but i don't miss you i miss being able to let it go but i’m past the point where that’s the goal i miss having all my friends with me but i’m past the point where people like my company i miss not thinking so much but i’m past the point where i can choose to hush but i don't miss you you’re probably with your girlfriend which is why you’re not talking to me (talk to me) and i can’t even be angry because you never said you cared about me i know that look on your face when you stare right through my soul (through my soul) i know you can tell i’m faking it i know that you can tell that i am numb you’re probably with your girlfriend which is why you’re not talking to me (talk to me) and i can’t even be angry because you never said you cared about me i know that look on your face when you stare right through my soul (through my soul) i know you can tell i’m faking it i know that you can tell that i am numb

we can’t stand to see all the kids laugh, laughing feeling alienated walking through a place that’s happy with thoughts in our head our ambition is dead now we all feel queasy cause you threw up on the sidewalk we all feel uneasy cause we’re walking down the boardwalk our words unsaid we are the living dead you said you wanted to get away from all the suffering and pain and what was i supposed to say? you told me we leave later today i should have stopped you but i didn’t have the heart i could have saved you from falling apart we can’t stand to see all the kids laugh, laughing feeling alienated walking through a place that’s happy with thoughts in our head our ambition is dead now we all feel queasy cause you threw up on the sidewalk we all feel uneasy cause we’re walking down the boardwalk our words unsaid we are the living dead we met up with some of your friends i thought, you’re leaving me again no matter how hard i tried, i couldn’t pretend not to be sad when you all left i ran after you asked to tag along you looked at me and said why didn’t you let me know? we can’t stand to see all the kids laugh, laughing feeling alienated walking through a place that’s happy with thoughts in our head our ambition is dead now we all feel queasy cause you threw up on the sidewalk we all feel uneasy cause we’re walking down the boardwalk our words unsaid we are the living dead we can’t stand to see all the kids laugh, laughing feeling alienated walking through a place that’s happy with thoughts in our head our ambition is dead now we all feel queasy cause you threw up on the sidewalk we all feel uneasy cause we’re walking down the boardwalk our words unsaid we are the living dead

so i guess that i’m the bitter one, now that you’re done laughing it up and poking fun they tell me that i want to be loved, which might be so but if it’s by you, i would rather just go obsessive violence and compulsive anger disorderly is how i live my life, and it’s all just a blur baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me i’m not lonely just because i’m not with you you think you’re worth so much more than how i see you yeah, maybe a year ago, i thought i missed you but looking back i see that i was just so young and stupid like you You might be angry that I'm fine alone I don't have a choice, so I sure hope so baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me i feel the heat running through my veins can feel the energy making its way to my brain you want to be me, you want to be me well the only way to do that is to yell and scream when you see the world the way i do you’ll finally understand there’s nothing more that you can do baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me you made me feel so bad about what i was you made me feel like i didn’t deserve love you made me feel so bad about what i was you made me feel like i didn’t deserve love you made me feel so bad about what i was you made me feel like i didn’t deserve love well now i hope you’re scared of what i am because now i’m doing everything i can to make you hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me baby i don’t care want you to hate me